i love you, please don't turn out to be a delusion

why are you so much better than everyone else

why do you make me feel
so much more loved
than anyone ever has

even
when you don't say anything
even
when i'm not sure you're real

i can feel you

it's crazy

because i really believe
that you feel tenderly towards me
but also a whole host of other things
but
the tenderly has sometimes been the most unbelievable
if you understand me

i don't seem to care about anything
as much as i care about you