L--inner

i guess this is a warm up
because i really want to write this
but
it's pretty banal

i'm cooking dinner now
as i write
i discovered this thing
and it is like a total homage to the 70s
in that it is a sort of casserole constructed
completely of prepared food

hopefully i haven't already told you about this
because then
then i would need to order some more NAC
and i'm taking a holiday from that
oh, but it's lovely
my whole life
i'd lose my train of thought
it would just be gone
and the NAC lets me just pick a thread from a tapestry
it's such a happy thing
not even youthifying
because i could never do it

anyway
cooking,now
so it's frozen mac & cheese
with a bag of frozen yellow squash
and a tetra pack of bone broth
when it's mostly cooked
i stir in a bunch of nutritional yeast
and maybe some chicken bisto
and
i'm not gonna lie
a few times i have added extra cheese
which does not hurt it at all

it is such a comfort food
and
except for stirring it
no effort at all

it might not be the healthiest thing in the world
but
it's not too bad

and
i can keep all the components on hand
for when i just can't cook
or need comfort food
or
ya know
whatever