i don't know, maybe i am crazy

i keep feeling you at odd moments

but
it could be
that there's something wrong with me
i hurt my hand
i think i strained my old tendon tear
it's not torn
but it hurts
and i don't know how i could never have damaged it
in all these years
but now have done something to it

but
after it started to hurt
i noticed, with each ensuing box
that i put most of the weight on my left hand
and direct with my right

i've been feeling
alternating between and old lady and
superwoman
or maybe she-hulk
whatever

but
i'm not invincible
hence the hand scare
even if it was torn
all they did was splint it
and that was a specialist not a regular old doctor

if you really want to make me happy
don't just think of me as a source of amusement
then do something for me
send me images telepathically
you'll know what of, i think
because
my funk is starting to lift, i think
and i need a little sparkle in my holidaze