stuff

i don't feel like me
maybe i'm getting sick
maybe i'm having an identity crisis
maybe it's that i've hardly spoken to you
for like ten days

whatever the reason

i feel weird

scatter-brained

i had the beginning germ of a story
in my mind
i was excited at the prospect of writing it for you
and then it just vanishes from my head

i think i'm sleep deprived
and i've had bad dreams
and i drove on i-35
and nothing blew up
but it was a toll road

i asked god for a revelation
and i just felt like i was separated from myself
in another dimension

i feel like i was gone for an eternity
and it wasn't even very long


i miss you intensely

i don't think i'm me anymore
if i'm not talking to you